Tuesday, January 12, 2010

im so sorry

im so sorry..


after the night that we had this heart breakigng fight i realized alot of things..
it's really hard to leave those memmories behind as if i never met a guy who changed me for sort of good..
i mean it.. and im so sorry for that stupidy ive done to you..
ewan ko ba..bigla ko na lng nasabi yung mga bagay na hindi naman talaga totoo
mga bagy na nasabi ko na alam kong nasaktan kita ng todo..
lahat naman yun, yung mga bagay at gawa na nagawa ko..alam ko lahat yun mali..
hindi totoong HINDI NA KITA MAHAL i said that kasi akala yun nga talaga yung nararamdaman ko..
im so sorry kung naging manhid ka at that point..atleast nasabi mo na yung mga saloobin mo about skin and of all the things...
alam ko naman na simple lang naman hindi ba?? simple lang yung hiniling mo.ang umalis ako.
i was so dumb to let you realized na magulo nga talaga ang buhay ko...
na hindi ako karapatdapat na mahalin ng isang katulad mo..now,you started to ask, na bat nga ba ikaw pa?? mga tanong na nakakadurog ng puso
masakit sa pakiramdam at pandinig na matanong ng ganon...lahat yun naaalala ko pa hindi para isumbat sayo.dahil sa mga bagay na ganon,yun yung pagkakalam mo..
itatatak ko yun sa isip ko hindi para sa susunod na panahon ay masabi at mapaalala ko sayo.. kundi para maitama.


i do understand kung marami nang magbabago...lahat naman dumaan sa ganun diba?ok lang..masakit man
basta im so sorry.. sobra..


monthsarry. :)











i want to continue playing guitar :)

well,this is my very first post here in my new blog :) welcome welcome to me..
as i watched all the youtube videos, i was inspired to continue my passion about the guitars :) so tonight im gonna borrow the guitar of our kapit bahay :)
first song to learn is you love by alamid :)
then im gonna make a videos na lang din :)