it hurts :(

all the things that has been said..
all the things that been the reason for tears and heartbreaks..
all the misunderstanding,hatred and insecurities we have that cause us the pain we never dreamed to have.

we knew each other more than a years:( yet im still puzzled why we acted such a child,why? why?


still im asking myself with all the actions we're doing and did..


its really hard to hear all those things you said,all the miserable words i never wanted to hear .


i never wanted to blame all this to you...


what are we doing? is it still love to consider?


your breaking me into pieces, pieces that can't be fix anymore...




i wanna get lost and be gone forever..

but how can i start? if i just ended up going back to you?